i really didn't know what you meant.
mm, yes. just today i went totally insane. like completely, completely. and dylan moran isn't helping me with his wine and his amazing words that are surprisingly inspiring while at the same time just really put you down. and if you'd like to read a piece of my mind, which you probably wouldn't because its a horrible mess in there (even though someone says its peaceful. a peaceful sort of mess, i suppose?), you could read my blog. i don't remember what the link is, but i wrote something that made little sense there. a little less than sense. or if i put it that way i should a lot less than sense.
and that afternoon im pretty sure i gave up for a minute. like really, really gave up with all my heart.